I sometimes wonder if G-d sends DRAMA my way so that I have some content to write about 
Last week, my 18 month old daughter swallowed the contents inside a silica bag (those little baggies that they keep in packages that literally say on them POISON keep away from children). When I say that I almost died from the mere TERROR, I am by no means exaggerating.The day before that, she found a plastic fork, bit off a nice long piece of it, and swallowed it whole. Obviously, I almost died then too. She, however – totally unfazed.
This whole time I find myself coaching myself in my own brain, giving me pep talks like I do in this group, trying to wrap my brain around all the craziness and my heightened anxiety.
I finally feel like I am back at it, head on straight, ready to tackle what comes my way- then BOOOM. My babysitter cancels coming in.
Me? I decide to make the best of it, and change my schedule around. I drive my daughter into the city, for a fun day out, and she barfed all over herself on the car ride there.
I cancel my plans & drive home to shower her instead (because, ew). As I undress her for the shower, she insists on hugging me as she smears her barf all over my new dress. As we hug, she then pees on me. 
After coaching myself here are my takeaways:
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My anxiety is not a problem, it is just going to be there. I can make room for my anxiety, and learn to expect it when shit hits the fan.
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Barf + pee = #motherhood
So here I am, full of anxiety, barf and pee – but happier, more fulfilled, and more SANE than I have ever been in my whole damn life.
P.s: if you feel anxious, are full of throw up, pee, or are just overwhelmed by it all – I can help you. I can help you find sanity in the chaos, by teaching you a formula for understanding the world, your mind, and achieving whatever you desire. You can book a free session with me to find out more
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